Spiritual Experience
(personal spiritual experience - religion spirituality)

Kaivalya Jnani:
I had one of the best spiritual experiences... the personal experience of coming face to face with God Almighty on one-to-one basis. It was an experience that can never be explained in words.

When I was 11 years of age I had a very strong conviction of experiencing God in this life. Another two years to go... my conviction had turned into a burning goal of life. Come whatever may... I shall face God Almighty in this very life.

How I overcame the five senses and the mind, practiced absolute celibacy for a continuous minimum period of 12 years, practicing Neti (not this, not this) as practiced and advocated by Sage Maharishi Ramana, followed the Shavasana pose of yoga are not the factors that I shall describe now in detail... the fact is I realized God in this very life at 37 years of age.

In the night of second of August, 1993, God Almighty woke me up from sleep. He called me upstairs into the open. I carried out the instructions even though my physical eyes were closed. I was looking from within. When I went upstairs I was again asked to go down and bring the reclining chair I normally used for reading. When I brought the chair I was advised to sit down and stare into the wild expanse of the Cosmos... the sky upwards!

What was I seeing... the whole of Cosmos right from the beginning to the end... from the start of the big bang to the collapse of the Cosmos! From the first manifestation as an amoeba... to the last as Mahavira, Gautama Buddha, Jesus Christ and Prophet Mohammed! It was as if I had reached the end of my cosmic life. I sat on the chair for about two hours and then I was to go down and take the dictation.

The dictation further took about an hour and lo... my physical eyes opened! Whatever was written in the document made everything clear? I had reached the end of my manifestation. Having gained absolute purity, I had reached the stage of kaivalya jnana (gained absolute Wisdom). I had reached the stage of Nirvikalpa Samadhi when one can commune with God on one-to-one basis for the balance life.

It was bliss all round. I was absolutely mesmerized by the personal spiritual experience.

Essay by: Kaivalya Jnani ... One who realized self in his life time! Send your query!

 
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